why do i keep getting those flashbacks of our memories when i wanna forget??
even in my sleep, the flashbacks just won't let go of me!!!
i've been hearing friends telling me to get a new one to replace those both happy and sad memories.. but how? how to find one that loves me for who i am? how to find one when im stuck in fucking singapore??
omfg!! i wanna forget!!
this seriously is hurting me too much..
no longer know who i am anymore~
Monday, March 22, 2010 ♥
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tomorrow FIT exam = DIE!
been studying for the past one week.. but I just couldn't seemed to get anything single thing into my brain~ I wonder how am I gonna pass this exam~
I've got this sudden urge to go back to Perth but not US.. even though I love US more than Perth, but I know, there're a lot more people who are important to me, waiting for me to go back to Perth. All my good friends! And well, there's this someone, whom I really enjoy talking to.. 同佢傾計，真係好開心，D唔開心既野完全都可以忘記使。可惜，我同佢咁遲先識。同咪再加上條仆街張家樂唔俾我識新朋友~ 唉~ 一個字： 慘
anyway, I never been so happy for quite a while already~ 真係要多謝你啊~ 我都好希望你會開心 =] 你放心啦~ 我會念辦法勸我daddy俾我返去perth既~ 到時就可以一齊出去唱k，出去玩啦 =]
Sunday, March 14, 2010 ♥
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This post is written to the most 不要臉 slut aka bitch C~
At the beginning of the semester, who was the one that start bitching about S on the first day of school?? After that, asked S to join you guys in group project.. but after a few days, you made your own decision and kicked S out.. after finding out that she's damn fucking rich, you started hanging out with her.. but seriously, we don't give a damn. cause you can fucking hang out with anyone you wish to.. but then! just because you want to make her like you more, you told her that it wasn't your decision to kick her out of the group, but ours! WTF is that?? and FYI I'm not in your fucking marketing group and you still can drag me in.. POWER!! Boot licking bitch!
Next, you started back-stabbing us.. Two faced bitch.. You bitch about Gaso C, saying that he is lazy.. that you are sick and tired of helping him mark important notes in his book and sick of flipping his book for him, and you also said that he doesn't listen in class.. but come on! he has never asked you for your fucking help alright! slut!
Another thing, J has never offended you at all, and you're talking about her behind her back! Saying that you are more mature than her, that she is childish~ eh come on la! by doing this, you are actually the childish one ok!
Then, you bitched about N.. saying he is lazy when he did his part in the project~
Next, you two-timed your boyfriend and I seriously pity him.. you openly told us that you had sex with your secondary schoolmate weiming, and his facebook name is Ming Rocksyourpantsoff, you openly said that you love him.. but you don't wanna break up with your boyfriend cause he still hasn't finished paying your school fees~ LOL!!
Betrayed yourself just for the sake of money! Seriously, I pity S.. I wonder will she be able to see through your acts~
May you burn in hell bitchy slut~
Friday, March 12, 2010 ♥
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Last day of class~ can finally rest =]
Gotta wake up early tomorrow.. Last compulsory lecture.. YESSHH!!
Anyway, talked to dad today~ Australia is ruled out by him and mom.. right now, they're thinking of either back to US or NZ~ woot! NICE!
alright. short post today~ too tired.. will be going out for a walk with mom =]
Thursday, March 11, 2010 ♥
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Seriously, I no longer know who you are anymore~
Who was the one bitching about that someone and now so close to her? Why must you downgrade yourself to become so ....??
I am really disappointed. The promises you've made, going to school, calling me, all disappeared into thin air..
Sigh~
If this is the path you wanna choose, then it's up to you. But what I can say is, we won't be as close as we used to be. If you don't wanna listen to my advice, then I rather keep my mouth shut.
I'm really disappointed in you. Leaving me alone in school.. Leaving me alone with HER! FUCK!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 ♥
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I'm lying alone with my head on the phone Thinking of you till it hurts I know you hurt too but what else can we do Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile and my heart For times when my life feels so low It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
I want you to come back and carry me home Away from this long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too Does the feeling seem oh so right And what would you say if I called on you now And said that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of? Oh, what are you thinking of? What are you thinking of?
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right believing for so long I 'm all out of love, what am I without you I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 ♥
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FUCK! I'm getting sicker and sicker each day
Didn't sleep much at all.. and fucking MDIS admins services are so FUCKED UP!! I mean, school has started for more than 2 weeks already.. and they still do not have the new students records.. WTF!!
I have to hand in my fucking assignment like today and still couldn't get into any shitty Blackboard.. been telling the coordinator for more than how many fucking times already.. WTH.. coming to this school is definitely a wrong decision.. Should have tried to get into SIM
too much things on my mind right now.. forgive and forget.. cause I know, one day, my 真命天子 will appear right in front of me.. I just have to wait patiently thats all.. 我最愛既人，傷我最深！I can't possibly get myself hurt again.. I've been through too much pain and suffering..
Sometimes I just feels like giving up my life.. 3 failed relationships.. and the third one's the most hurt..
Sigh~
Isabella ♥
♥ The Lady.
Attached.. to God. D.O.B. 10th January Presents please!
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, but now it's just a bar fight
Don't call me crying, say hello and good bye~
Adores ♥
♥ Loves
God
He is the King of all kings!
Always there for me whenever i fell and He is always forgiving me!
My Family
I thank God that I have such a good family.
I thank God that I have such good parents.
They were there for me when I needed them!
iPhone
Cause.. Whenever I am bored in class, I can play with it LOL!!
Yearns ♥
♥ Wants
- TRUE LOVE!!!
- Lose weight!
- Get good marks in my studies!
- Go back to US, LA (hoping that you'll go with me and be there for me forever)
