Didn't sleep much at all.. and fucking MDIS admins services are so FUCKED UP!! I mean, school has started for more than 2 weeks already.. and they still do not have the new students records.. WTF!!
I have to hand in my fucking assignment like today and still couldn't get into any shitty Blackboard.. been telling the coordinator for more than how many fucking times already.. WTH.. coming to this school is definitely a wrong decision.. Should have tried to get into SIM
too much things on my mind right now.. forgive and forget.. cause I know, one day, my 真命天子 will appear right in front of me.. I just have to wait patiently thats all.. 我最愛既人，傷我最深！I can't possibly get myself hurt again.. I've been through too much pain and suffering..
Sometimes I just feels like giving up my life.. 3 failed relationships.. and the third one's the most hurt..
Sigh~
Monday, February 22, 2010 ♥
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empty promises, is not what I'm looking for..
anyway, there're already too much things on my mind.. I have no choice but to learn to forget..
I've done my best.. I wanted revenge.. but in the end, I still did not do anything to you at all.. Cause I know there is God, and God will take care of it for me. You hurt me, you hit me.. I forgave you again and again.. Silly me thinks that loving you would change everything.. In fact, I'm wrong..
You're the third and last guy I'll ever love~ Life goes on.. but still.. memories will always be here with me, in my heart.. My love for you, will never change..
Rest assured.. You won't ever see me again.. Cause I'll be going somewhere far away from you.. 你想見我都唔會再見到既啦！If you're in Perth, I will leave Perth.. Anyways, L.A is still the place where I belong.. You're outta my life =]
Saturday, February 20, 2010 ♥
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It hurts.. it really hurts a lot.. no matter how much I wanted to forget you, I can't.. Why do you keep appearing in front of me? Why?
All I only want right now is to continue on with my life, in happy mood every single day.. I wanted to accept new people into my life.. and yet, you are there obstructing me to accept anybody new.. What changed you? I should have stopped you from smoking that.. but I didn't.. in fact, I joined you instead.. Was it because of that which resulted you to changed into someone we all don't recognized anymore? Or was it because you wanted me to feel 難過?
Ever since you started being abusive towards me, I have never blamed you.. But myself.. How I wished that op would go unsuccessful~ Then, I wouldn't have to live in pain.. Wanting to forget you.. but I can't.. Have been lying to myself all these while..
The pain is excruciating.. Who could bring me out of this pain? Who could take the pain away from me? Who could make me forget you and start all over again? I wonder..
anyways, Mr. Anson Cheung Ka Lok, you're just a guy who has no balls at all.. You can fucking go around telling YOUR friends shit about me.. BUT I can tell you, our friends who knows YOU and ME, knows what type of person you are! YOUR friends can think shit about me.. BUT the friends that you and I know, will think shit about you but not me! Don't you just fucking get it? A person who cheats his own mother's money, isn't worth a cent at all.. And seriously, if you are reading this, I hope that you'll burn in hell!! And I can tell you one more fucking thing, you'll definitely get retribution! 你小心D啦！
Thursday, February 18, 2010 ♥
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School is getting much more fun for me (:
Well, at least I don't have any relationships to worry about HAHAHA!!
I am so glad that we actually broke up.. cause at least, I can now concentrate on my studies.. I must win him no matter what!! He injured, hurt and abused me! and now he must really pay! But in a way that I'll make sure he won't win me in my studies HAHAHAHA!!
Anyways, OB's assignment will be due next Tuesday.. and I'm already half way through it (: Should be able to complete by this weekend!
Can't wait to get my ass back to LA! Where all my true friends are! Well, I'm not saying that I don't have any true friends in Perth.. I do have! However I won't name them.. Cause I know that you guys should know who you are.. Those who have stand by my side when everything went right into chaos~
But still, LA is still the place for me.. At least, I don't have any bad memories in LA HAHAHA~
Anyways, back to study my ass off~
Adios!
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ♥
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Went shopping with mom and dad today.. Bought a slimming cream xD dad paid for it hahaha!! at least I can finally have something for slimming down~
Bought a new water bottle for myself and little sis~ Threw her old bottle away.. cause its not that easy to clean and its not that good as well.. so.. yeah~
Went to CK, and helped mom chose 2 new clothes!! and she looks damn nice in those HAHAHA~ but we both also decided to go back to Chinatown to get beads and pearls to design the new clothes that mom has bought~ gonna make it more unique =]
anyways, i gotta get my ass back to studying already.. school is starting tomorrow~ sigh~
Adios!
P.S I'm just so lazy to post the reunion dinner pictures here.. If you wanna see, go on to my facebook to take a look =]
Monday, February 15, 2010 ♥
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Been staying home all day during day1 and day2 of CNY! lol! Hates celebrating CNY even though there're lots of red packets to collect..
Reason 1: Does not wish to see certain relatives..
Reason 2: No shops are fucking open!!
Reason 3: Cause my bubu brether, dodo bird jiejie are not here =[ thus, making CNY's time passes really slowly and boringly..
With those two siblings here, CNY would be much more fun, and much more nicer~ Misses them so much =[
anyways, will post up reunion dinner's pictures soon.. oh well, when little sis gets her ass back with her camera~ zzzZZzzzZZzZZ
Thursday, February 11, 2010 ♥
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Fundamentals of Information Technology. Quite an interesting subject. BUT, lecturer's Indian accent is TOO strong, he speaks TOO soft, he writes TOO messy.. HOWEVER! I kinda pity him. CUZ..... THOSE FUCKING IDIOT AH BENGS ARE FUCKING BULLYING HIM!!! AND BEING FUCKING RUDE TO HIM!! AND WHAT MAKES IT EVEN WORSE IS THAT I COULDN'T HEAR A SINGLE FUCKING WORD HE IS TALKING ABOUT!!! *calming down~*
Can anyone image spelling USB thumb-drive into USP thump-drive?? I mean this is what everyone knows!
Anyways, I wonder..... WHY AM I SO FUCKING STUPID?? WHY AM I SUCHA FUCKING RETARD???
The first time he hits me, I should've broken up with him!! WHY DID I EVER FORGIVE HIM?? Why did I get so soft-hearted when he kneeled down and begged me for forgiveness?? I SHOULD HAVE FUCKING DUMP HIM!!!
AND NOW, HE IS TREATING THIS BREAK UP AS NOTHING AND KEPT ON TALKING TO ME!! WHO THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE IS???
anyway, this kinda people like him, will have retribution sooner or later! WELL, we shall just wait and see! (:
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ♥
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Finally! Just finished showering.. It's actually a really good day today! Learned lots of things about Personality and Emotions in my Organization Behavior class today! It's the only chapter I understand the most I guess.. Well, the class won't be that boring with Weiyi around HAHAHA! anyways, the lecturer is quite funny today.. while Weiyi and I were writing down what the lecturer said today, he suddenly came to our table and talked to us in his loud BOOMING voice! At first, we thought that he's gonna reprimand us or something.. But, he actually said that if we are copying down what he said, raise our hands so that he will know, and he will slow down! HAHA funny isn't it! Right after our 20 mins break, and when the lecture continues on and half way through, he suddenly came up to our table again and with his BOOMING voice.. he actually shocked us.. cause we thought we did something wrong again.. But apparently, no.. He was praising us.. He said: You both girls are really determine.. I'm glad to have you both in my class.. I'm sure you'll have a bright future ahead of you! Continue on with this good work!"
LOL!!!
oh well, even though he's really strict at times and totally naggy, I find him kinda fatherly haha..
anyways, I've got a good news to say! The hurt, is getting lesser and lesser each day =] and I guess in no time, I'll be able to totally forget him!
Alright! That's all for today =] Gotta get my ass off to bed! Night peeps!
Monday, February 8, 2010 ♥
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I'm super duper tired today! Just came back home from school.. Oh well, woke up early in the morning just for the school's orientation.. BUT!! what the heck!! sat in the lecture room for 2 hours and nobody came in to brief us at all!!!
6 hours straight of class.. same subject, same lecturer.. BORING! and the reason is because that lecturer lectures us then he will switched topic to his own life.. NO LINK at all!! OMG..
The worst thing is, he and I broke up last night!! Right before my school starts!! >.< Even though it kinda hurts.. but at least, it doesn't hurt as much as when he abuses me! Will be changing the blog skin real soon.. well, not exactly the skin.. just those pictures.. Will change them when I'm free.. I totally too tired to blog anymore.. Gonna go sleep soon and wake up early tomorrow morning to do my revision and then meet my friends for lunch in school =] Adios!
Sunday, February 7, 2010 ♥
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Time flies.. Time really flies.. Valentine's Day is coming soon.. The same day as Chinese New Year.. This is my first Valentine's with Baby.. But sadly, I can't celebrate with him.. cause I'm not in Perth >.< BUT, as long as he is in my heart, and I'm in his, and as long as we are happy around each other, loving each other, every day is a Valentine's Day~
Well, I won't be going anywhere to 拜年 as there are quite a lot of relatives I do not wish to see.. The reason is because, most of them are connected to the woman whom I hate.. and I do not wish to let her know of my whereabouts.
School is starting tomorrow.. =] Just only for 6.5months.. Hopefully after that, I will be able to return to where I belong and into the arms of my handsome Baby =]=] I miss him so damn much!
Friday, February 5, 2010 ♥
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Went to MDIS today >.< so I guess, I'll have to suffer in Singapore for another 6 horrible months before I can go back to where I belong~
School will be officially starting next week for me.. Diploma in Accounting.. FINALLY! I get to study something I've always been longing for =]=] Lucky me, almost all my classes starts in the late afternoon and ends in the evening HAHA.. I can get to sleep more!
The most troublesome thing about this school is that, the timetable changes every single week!! >.< Have to keep myself updated about those ARGH!
Sheesh~ I miss baby la.. It's been more than 2 months since I last saw him.. >.< But, at least I can get to see and talk to him in MSN and Skype HAHA..
HOWEVER, baby always bullies me *sobsob* *sniffsniff* But, I don't really care HAHA.. cause I know he loves me that's why he always bullies me xDxD anyways, changed the blog link.. cause baby says he is too lazy to blog.. so, it'll only be me doing the blogging.. SO SAD right?
寶寶我錫使你！ HAHAHA
Isabella ♥
♥ The Lady.
Attached.. to God. D.O.B. 10th January Presents please!
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, but now it's just a bar fight
Don't call me crying, say hello and good bye~
Adores ♥
♥ Loves
God
He is the King of all kings!
Always there for me whenever i fell and He is always forgiving me!
My Family
I thank God that I have such a good family.
I thank God that I have such good parents.
They were there for me when I needed them!
iPhone
Cause.. Whenever I am bored in class, I can play with it LOL!!
Yearns ♥
♥ Wants
- TRUE LOVE!!!
- Lose weight!
- Get good marks in my studies!
- Go back to US, LA (hoping that you'll go with me and be there for me forever)
